To new beginnings.

So as those of you have been here before might have noticed my blog has changed direction, a lot like my life. Now, I cannot say for sure why these changes have happened but I can tell you that everything is okay. I have got big plans for my future, including bringing another beautiful girl into this world come December. It is amazing how a new life can do so much for your soul. I often wonder what would be happening in my life right now if it weren't for my precious Sophie? And quite honestly, the possible answers frighten me terribly. I am so glad that I took this path, and I will never in all of my life regret my decisions. Kahil and I didn't work, a lot of people probably put money that, but if I were to go back and have a choice to do it again I would. Sophie has given me new meaning and purpose. It is funny to think that just two short years ago it was Kahil I was saying all of this about, and I still feel that way. As confused and unsure as I am about the decisions he is making, I love that man and always will.

Now on a brighter note, Sophie is fabulous. She is walking, running, dancing, talking, singing and just all around growing-up. She loves books and she loves music. She is going to be a lot like me I think, and I am okay with that! She has an obsession with fuzzy sweaters right now, which isn't really the best timing with the 100 degree weather that we have been having. But she has a mind of her own and I love that. I will always encourage my children to take their owns paths and be individuals. The only expectations I have for them is to be honest, humble, polite individuals. I will always support their decisions and encourage them to push themselves. I have so many wonderful plans for us and I cannot wait until I am able to start putting them into action. Now I feel very confident in saying that this new little girl is going to be quite active! She is constantly moving around and she is very strong. We had a 4D ultrasound and got a little preview of what she will look like, and I think she will look a lot like Sophie, but I think she is going to look a lot more like Kahil than myself. I cannot wait to meet her, however, I take pity on her. Her big sister is quite a handful and she is used to having 100% of mommy's attention, especially these past few months. But I will pray that Sophie makes a healthy adjustment and accepts her warmly. I am glad to be back and will do my best to keep everyone updated. :)